I'm stuck in a world where I don't want to be
Suffering a pain that no one can see
A pain so deep, so bottled up inside
Brings thoughts of self-harm and suicide.
These thoughts trigger a self-punishing action
But to me it’s a mere distraction
I'm plagued by these thoughts in my mind
To me they're so clear but to others they're blind.
Each day I wake with hostile thoughts
What lies ahead makes me fraught
The voice in my head is so intense
To others it's nothing but to me it's immense
I feel despondent with no future ahead
But I'll have one soon and this path I'll tread
This path will lead me to a place I can endure
And I'll never go back to the way I was before.
with love.
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4 comments:
where've you been ? i missed you in school these days haven't seen you around
hospital. =( like 4 times in one week. argh.
bad bad bad.
we HAVE to meet up sometime, to chat-or do work- or anything.
ohmygod what happened ?! tell me when i see you
you have to listen to sia's breathe me. it's meant for us, srsly.
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